I should be trying to get through my flooded to-do list,
I can't pick which.
As usual I'm faced with that decision,
an out to another in.
Its been a repetitive de-ja vu that is taking over my days,
it always goes down this way.
with deals and plans already lined up,
I can't help but feel guilty.
I also can't ignore my gut demanding me to take it,
and go into a tempting lifestyle.
The ups are worth the downs and to lay it down,
Romantics don't survive this career,
until then , It's 'us against the world'
throwing shades like it was my last day alive